I missed this blog~

It's been quite a while now, and I got in the mood to write something in here. Well, it doesn't really matter that much, since nobody reads this stuff anyway.

It has been almost a year huh? Too many things changed, too many things happened. There were those times that I'd rather not remember, but still, there are those times that I'll never want to forget.

Life is so surprising, but that's how it should be. ^_^

Too fast of a change?

It's too soon to be happy, but I can't help it. It is a fact that I may be the happiest man in the world now. I was always afraid of getting hurt again, but when I took the risk, I found out that it's worth it. ^_^

She was, without a doubt, a girl that came straight out of my dreams~ I don't know whether to believe it or not, since dreams.. They stop when you wake up. If this is what I feel it is, I don't ever want to wake up anymore. That's honestly what I feel right now.

We haven't been talking much, but it is my hope that we can even be closer to each other. I don't want to let go anymore.

I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart, and to say that I really like(love, actually) you~ ^_^

=kevin=

I love you..

Been too long~

I'm sorry to say that things aren't going so well.

I might need to select friends a bit better. I don't think the kind of "friends" I have now are really true friends.

I'll probably steer clear of some other people, they're just friends on the outside, but it's so disappointing.

I hope they change, because they're so unfriendly, and kind of jerky.

It's like what I always say, it's better to be alone and unhurt than to be with others but being continually hurt.

~Kevin.

This will just be quick~

My muscles still hurt, but not too much anymore. I went yesterday to a friend's house, it was nice even though there isn't much to see besides the necessary things. The free meal was the best though, hahaha, and I downloaded a Game that just came out, which is kinda nice I guess.

I'm more into anime-styled games so if there isn't a hint of them there, no thanks.

In any case, the day was enjoyable, although I felt really tired, I wonder why?

Today though, since it's around 6am right now, I'm gonna be preparing for school, studying and all. Hopefully, I can talk to a friend once again, ah let me just ask her if she'll be able to text me, if not, then there's always a next time, I'm not going to always be in a hurry.

I guess I should start now. Bye~

=kevs=

(not sure if this morning will be fine, I hope it would)

What a day~

It was alright at the beginning, going to school, getting subjects done, nothing eventful as far as lunch I guess. But at around 2, I think..

I was almost happy because we aren't going to have any class, it was a subject from 2-5pm, but then, our instructor told us to help carry chairs to be used for the mass tomorrow. Great.

I(we) went and perspired carrying those things, I even wounded my skin a bit, not sure where I got it, hopefully not anything metallic, and my feet felt heavy after all that. So tiring, really.

On a lighter note, and a very good thing that I did this day though is.. Well, talking to someone through text. She made me feel happier than I should be today, which made my very tiring day less tiring, wow, redundancy check, hahaha. I need more vocabulary if I have to continue. Anyway~

Thank you, really, that small thing (for some) you did is very big for me already. ^_^

I really want to be honest with you, but I'm afraid that if I try to tell you about it, you might avoid me.. But maybe I still would tell you about it, even knowing that I might possibly get hurt, cause you told me last time (I think, hahaha), that nothing will change if you don't do something about it.

I do hope that it won't hurt me as much~

If you want to ask me, or let me tell you about it, please do so, you know how to contact me.

=kevs=

(I know, it's kind of abrupt, but please bear with me)

Just for Fun I guess~

The other day, I posted an image from Suzumiya Haruhi, but the thing is, that one's edited.

Here's the original one:

That was from the first episode of the Second Season, The Bamboo Leaf Rhapsody. That was one time where she's seriously Melancholic, probably from reminiscing that time from 3 years ago.

Well, that's it, nothing else to talk about right now, hope you guys always read my blog. ^_^

=kevs=

(Currently trying to download Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood)

I have read before..

..and have believed that "miracles" are called as that, because they don't happen. Maybe I did, but not anymore.

If there is such a thing as a "miracle", then I think I may have already found it. Things like sudden sparks of feelings, I thought they don't happen. But earlier this morning, up to the time we talked, my mind was just full of her. I couldn't even begin to explain how that is, but one thing I'm certain of is that I really like it. I always feel like looking forward to talking to her, to see her, to meet her. I wonder if I can stay like this? Being happy again.. Is it alright for me to receive happiness again?

I watched "My Boyfriend is Type B" earlier, and I like it, it's not too dramatic, with some comedy, and well, it's a love story. I know some of you may have already watched it, since it already came out around 2005, but for those who haven't yet, you should watch it~! It's really nice. ^_^

Lastly, I just want to ask, you probably know who you are, "will you be my miracle?"

=kevs=

(hoping to stay happy forever with you)