Been too long~

I'm sorry to say that things aren't going so well.

I might need to select friends a bit better. I don't think the kind of "friends" I have now are really true friends.

I'll probably steer clear of some other people, they're just friends on the outside, but it's so disappointing.

I hope they change, because they're so unfriendly, and kind of jerky.

It's like what I always say, it's better to be alone and unhurt than to be with others but being continually hurt.

~Kevin.

This will just be quick~

My muscles still hurt, but not too much anymore. I went yesterday to a friend's house, it was nice even though there isn't much to see besides the necessary things. The free meal was the best though, hahaha, and I downloaded a Game that just came out, which is kinda nice I guess.

I'm more into anime-styled games so if there isn't a hint of them there, no thanks.

In any case, the day was enjoyable, although I felt really tired, I wonder why?

Today though, since it's around 6am right now, I'm gonna be preparing for school, studying and all. Hopefully, I can talk to a friend once again, ah let me just ask her if she'll be able to text me, if not, then there's always a next time, I'm not going to always be in a hurry.

I guess I should start now. Bye~

=kevs=

(not sure if this morning will be fine, I hope it would)

What a day~

It was alright at the beginning, going to school, getting subjects done, nothing eventful as far as lunch I guess. But at around 2, I think..

I was almost happy because we aren't going to have any class, it was a subject from 2-5pm, but then, our instructor told us to help carry chairs to be used for the mass tomorrow. Great.

I(we) went and perspired carrying those things, I even wounded my skin a bit, not sure where I got it, hopefully not anything metallic, and my feet felt heavy after all that. So tiring, really.

On a lighter note, and a very good thing that I did this day though is.. Well, talking to someone through text. She made me feel happier than I should be today, which made my very tiring day less tiring, wow, redundancy check, hahaha. I need more vocabulary if I have to continue. Anyway~

Thank you, really, that small thing (for some) you did is very big for me already. ^_^

I really want to be honest with you, but I'm afraid that if I try to tell you about it, you might avoid me.. But maybe I still would tell you about it, even knowing that I might possibly get hurt, cause you told me last time (I think, hahaha), that nothing will change if you don't do something about it.

I do hope that it won't hurt me as much~

If you want to ask me, or let me tell you about it, please do so, you know how to contact me.

=kevs=

(I know, it's kind of abrupt, but please bear with me)

Just for Fun I guess~

The other day, I posted an image from Suzumiya Haruhi, but the thing is, that one's edited.

Here's the original one:

That was from the first episode of the Second Season, The Bamboo Leaf Rhapsody. That was one time where she's seriously Melancholic, probably from reminiscing that time from 3 years ago.

Well, that's it, nothing else to talk about right now, hope you guys always read my blog. ^_^

=kevs=

(Currently trying to download Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood)

I have read before..

..and have believed that "miracles" are called as that, because they don't happen. Maybe I did, but not anymore.

If there is such a thing as a "miracle", then I think I may have already found it. Things like sudden sparks of feelings, I thought they don't happen. But earlier this morning, up to the time we talked, my mind was just full of her. I couldn't even begin to explain how that is, but one thing I'm certain of is that I really like it. I always feel like looking forward to talking to her, to see her, to meet her. I wonder if I can stay like this? Being happy again.. Is it alright for me to receive happiness again?

I watched "My Boyfriend is Type B" earlier, and I like it, it's not too dramatic, with some comedy, and well, it's a love story. I know some of you may have already watched it, since it already came out around 2005, but for those who haven't yet, you should watch it~! It's really nice. ^_^

Lastly, I just want to ask, you probably know who you are, "will you be my miracle?"

=kevs=

(hoping to stay happy forever with you)

Now Now..

I know I just put one new post earlier, but I can't help it, I have to say this.

Everyone's been telling me how great Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood is. And I couldn't agree more. Hahaha. Now, my only problem is, when should I start watching episodes? I want them to be complete right up to the last episode, so maybe I'll start watching it by next week. I hope I get the time for that.

My schedule at school is weird, Tuesdays and Thursdays, I start from 7:30am, then stop at 6:30pm, that's 11 hours at school. You'd probably think, so what? Well, thing is, every Wednesdays and Fridays, I only go to school at around 10:30am up to 2:00pm. Yes, I know, I don't understand as well. Anyways, let's leave it at that. It's my fault for being an Irregular student after all.

And today is the day I stop forgetting to bring my umbrella. Well, not that it would change a thing, since last time, the rain was so hard, the head's probably the only part of our body that won't be soaked in the rain, not to mention it might break the umbrella. But still, I'll try to remember bringing that thing, it might be useful, who knows?

I'm planning on going to Manila again soon, and for a reason. I'll just try to save money now, since I want to go there very soon. I hope I'll be welcome when I do come. Wait for me okay? Hahaha.

=kevs=

(really, I want to go there)

Am I Dreaming Again?

No, I do not feel like that, not anymore anyway. ^_^ It's just that her pose and all, melancholic, but kind of.. Alluring? Attractive? It somehow draws me to it. In any case..

I'm very much happy right now, because despite having experienced pain and hurting, I didn't know that someone I barely know cared more for me than any other friends I have in my life. It's too early to say that I feel "love", but I certainly felt special. I know it might not be the same for that person, barely knowing me and all, but just that small thing made me feel like there's hope to be found, even in just small things.

I am not expecting too much, but being like this is already making me less depressed, and who wouldn't like that? I'd be surprised if anyone voiced their objections with that.

Next to that, I don't want things to stop, I wish for them to go forward in a steady pace, and even develop to a point where I can tell myself, I want to live like this (with that person) forever. I'm getting excited every single day. ^_^ And yes, I already said I'm not expecting much, but hoping for something is better than expecting for it, only to be disappointed. At least by hoping, it's more of a positive thought. Hehe.

I'll just try to live more positively, and stop being depressed all the time. Not only for myself, for other people as well, especially for that person.

Thank you~ You made me start believing again.

=kevs=

(Doki Doki)